I appreciate your words of advice.

After the argument that took place in response to my OYS6 shit, it did re-calibrate my perception of our relationship. I'm not ready to end it but she knows (clearly) at this point that it is a possible outcome if shit goes south.
I can handle storms and I can honestly say that I have never felt this centered in my own frame before. I know I would not have reached this point without MRP and the challenges that she has presented over the years (and most in the last 3). I own my part of the issues as well, I'm not innocent. My other concern is about her hitting 49 this week and the realization of menopause starting.
I don't need to sleep with one eye open but I do need to be vigilant to not display any weakness.