Few things to own this month for me. I've noticed some laziness creeping up on her end and while she's still fucking me the enthusiasm is down. At least thanks to TRP I know why:
I got fired for a really shitty reason at the beginning of December because I swore in front of a receptionist at work (not to her, I was talking to another coworker and she was just sitting there) and she went to management, cried and got me fired. Staff was upset about it but they made their decision. I was already seeking new employment and hated working there but would have preferred to leave on my own terms. I had a new job (temp) in less than 72 hours because I'm in an in demand field. I've got three interviews in the next 7 days for new jobs. Temp job is going well and I'm making more than my old job but I have a feeling the wife will be more receptive once this temp shit is over with.
I started smoking pot again at the end of November when (ironically) I stopped my previous job search. Have had to quit again now that the job search is back on. It sucks because it's legal in my state and I'm not a drinker so smoking a bowl after work was my "after work beer" but it is what it is. I'm not one of those guys who smokes all day and can't get shit done and the enthusiasm was there before I quit last time provided I was keeping it in moderation. Will probably wait until I hit my GW before I get back into it though.
Diet went to shit with the holidays and I gained back 10 of the 15 pounds I lost since October thanks to going back on carbs and a recurrence of the binge eating problem I've kept at bay since then by cutting carbs (and therefore everything I've ever binged on). 10 pounds in two weeks. Back on keto again, luckily I was still lifting all month so at least that didn't stop. Thankfully most of what I gained was water weight but I've still got 20 pounds of fat to drop before I hit 15% bf per my DEXA in November.
I've been a little depressed but have done everything in my power to be stoic and I've been successful outside of the pot smoking. My wife and her family are in shock about how well I've been handling losing my job. If I hadn't been following TRP for the last two years I probably would have gone all vulnerable and shit and she'd be out looking for Chad.