I was a very awkward, nerdy, scrawny runt but with a lot of seeds sewn in my heard, mind, spirit and soul. I was gaslit, bullied and treated like dirt, grew up in a highly abusive school, street and home environment, spent most of my time taking care and training my little brother to survive and ended up horribly mentally scarred at the age of 6-7 1999-2000 in the UK because of gangs targeting my father and me who took an interest in me. I erased my own memory and forgot about the first 7 years of my life.

I got addicted to Runescape and stopped creating art and became a normal kid, I was always "put in my place" the moment I gained any self worth.

I grew my hair out long, got spotty and spent a lot of time playing games in the dark at age 14, self harming in a deep depression due to being egged on by my best friend who would tell me on a daily basis to kill myself. Girls would eye me as the guy they didn't need to place any bets on and every guy I passed on the streets would try to alpha me. (I stopped all bullying in my town age 8-12 but then became reclusive age 13, so I was only letting people make me their joke out of depression that had accumulated.)

It's also notable that I tried to take Karate lessons but got bullied out of class by the teacher immediately for not being able to do 10 push-ups due to malnutrition at age 10 and Kick Jutsu at age 12 after one year. At the age of six I read 200~ books in a library and had been organising the information in my brain since, including countless health, fitness, martial arts books, psychology books, etc.

At age 15 I started reading police investigation books, suspense books, drawing manga, mastered Tai Chi, all aspects of it (pressure points (healing), pressure points (damaging), breathing, sword techniques with my Tai Chi training sword I saved up for, Tai Chi staff techniques with a staff I handcrafted and painted myself, strikes, movements and my own Tai Chi attacks, for the purpose of self defence I taught myself all of this.

I also began making games at an incredibly fast rate due to my immense creativity as a child and high IQ and had the #1 game on two platforms at age 15. I trained consistently using what I was taught in Kick Jutsu the one year I was there, what I remembered from the books I had read, my own instincts and research. I did 2,500 dumbell reps every day, a peculiar mountain bike training routine, swimming, Tai Chi, sit-ups, squats, 100 kicks, 100 punches every day. My mental state was godly and I had a perfect minimalist diet with no flaws. I also cut my hair and my skin became flawless

I went from being treated like dogshit to being treated like a celebrity. Females of all ages would throw themselves at me walking down the street, but I had no sexual desire. Guys at school respected me a lot, girls would talk about how hot I was. To be honest it sort of sickened me how fake people were so I didn't take any opportunities that presented themselves from my transformation.

I was later falsely accused of rape by an older female that I'd never touched, my sister became her best friend and I was attacked by large gangs regularly, jumped everywhere and spend over 10 years in complete isolation. My behaviour is often compared to people who've been in federal prison for the same length of time. I think of everything as a weapon, I expect everybody to attack me at all times, I trust nobody and I never, ever enter crowds. I don't even talk to people because talking gives them something to lie about. My elder sister convinced my mother that I was a sociopath, a UK equivalent of a school shooter. She convinced my dad that I should be locked up in an insane asylum and had me put in a straight jacket and nearly sent to a mental asylum. My elder sister had been a monster from my earliest memories and I literally did not hurt a single person throughout my life. Today my elder sister and the little brother I raised are going to the 27th birthday party of the obese woman that falsely accused me of rape, took all my friends, destroyed my highschool life, college life with rumours and poisoning the well and by making my friends become her friends and my university life by asking all of my group project members to come to her club for free and get drinks, even though she had nothing to do with my course, she spent all her time stalking, utilising social media and continued dismantling any window I had of recovering from her attacks.

The funny thing is, had I not been such a great guy I would have never realised how horrible my friend circle was. They wanted me to be a mediocre idiot with shit grades that they could feel good about themselves with by hanging around me, when I transformed they almost instinctively formed a mob and framed me for multiple things that could and did destroy my life through rumours, poisoning the well, antagonising and cancelling alone let alone all the things I had to do to avoid being falsely arrested for a variety of crimes. tl;dr I was a 1/10 because of immense circumstances and went to a 10/10 in one year but then my sister and an older female in her year, my sociopathic friends used civil conspiracy to destroy my reputation by labelling me as a delinquent rapist.