I've probably portrayed myself wrong there, I've got some 20+ year musical relationships with people, some with over a million views, my stuff gets released sometimes from creations i make with the musicians i know around me, but i'm always hidden in the album notes somewhere, i want nothing to do with the front face of it all. I just can't be IN a band or anything, because every single time i've tried it, everyone gets annoyed at me for not caring about the band enough. Not wanting to be famous, etc. I'm in a band at the moment, but the stipulation for me joining was, "This is not a band, if anyone starts to take this seriously or being mad at me for not doing, i'm out that same day. " and it's worked well for a year so far. Had stuff on the radio, invited to play various places around the world and things at small festivals, that kind of stuff. I should quit, getting a bit real :D