At some point my life become the lyrics of lose your self by Eminem.
I am a person who did bunch of stupid things, one of them was to apply a research project, not only i wasnt prepared for that type of routine in my life, also i wasnt that smart to finish every task on time. So things started to become messy. The prof i was working with was (and still is) very nice and tolerent but i felt i like i need to get my shit together, so i started to change. One research project follows another, and with each one of them the peers i worked together put the bar higher for me. So i had to adapt. At some point the job itself become to the point that, if i cant do it on time, then i shouldnt be there. So as the lyrics says :
" If you had
One shot
Or one opportunity
To seize everything you ever wanted
In one moment
Would you capture it
Or just let it slip? "