Never tell anyone that you’re a virgin or haven’t kissed anyone or anything like that. As this clearly shows, that’s not a good thing. I made that mistake once and it made things go poorly very quickly. Never tell anyone unless you manage to (unlikely) get into a committed relationship. Anytime before that will ruin your chances.

I really hate being inexperienced and having all of my friends be more experienced than I. And I really want to talk to then about it and ask for their advice. But I can’t. As I said, I made that mistake before and I shall never again.

You know what the funny thing is. That group of friends that I did tell, they said that I “could probably pull if I wanted to”. Like what do you think I’m doing? I absolutely want to and am trying my best. I know they were trying to be supportive but it made be feel horrible.

But they are right in a way. There’s nothing really wrong with me, I just don’t have a lot of social experience so I’m not good at socializing. It took an insane amount of effort just to get those friends and keep them. I just didn’t have any more effort left to expend trying to find a girlfriend.

I don’t know, I’m just sad because there is no good reason why I shouldn’t be able to do this. I have just been extremely unlucky.