I got back together with mine after he ghosted me 7 months into our relationship and moved another woman into his house. His excuse was and is they had a long history and her mother just died. Three weeks later she left and thats when he reached out to me. I feel foolish for taking him back because i constantly see him interacting with new women on facebook (he says its networking, lol). But Im in a situation where I had to move in with him and Im basically stuck living with him til I can be financially independent again. And I love him dearly so I guess we'll wait and see how long the fuse is on this time bomb. He treats me well and doesnt really do anything shady except the facebook stuff but Im 40 years old and was married to a cheater for 12 years so I am hypervigilant to the point of anxiety attacks.

Tldr; its not going great. The anxiety and panic of never knowing "for sure" is tiring as all hell.

I should probably scoot the fuck out.