TW// Mental illnesses, OD, S/A.
I'm naturally a very peaceful person when it comes to karma, so it shocked me quite heavily when I began to notice how strongly karma came to those who did me wrong. I mean I am quite opinionated and sharp tongued, but I prefer love over hate and no matter how badly someone hurts me. I think everyone has room for healing and love. It feels as though demonic entities and evil spirits are quick to prance on those who wrong me. Here are some of my experiences though;
My ex best friend J:
Before the karma she was very good with money and managing herself regarding her ego. She had a good set of friends and popularity.
All of a sudden she admitted she had a pure hatred for me. That she began to hate who I had become, even though I was more loving, healing, and positive. She tried to manipulate me into thinking I was the problem.
After she began to detest me, bring me down with her ego, she left, and hurt me, she wasn't able to save money again. She was failing her classes and her friends left her, leaving her almost a loner. She came back strongly to apologize and tell me I was the best she'd ever have, but blocked me before I could even respond. I think right now she's barely scathing to graduate, with a tough load of depression and self hatred. Still trying to fit in with what's popular.
My ex best friend A:
Before the karma she was quite well off emotionally. She was quite stable and very morally in-tune with herself. Her grandmother and aunt (who she lived with) were actually saving up money for them to move into a better neighborhood. It was good for her.
After I hit puberty she began to bodyshame and bully me. She would tear me down because of my body (even though I have a very attractive one) and try to get all of my friends at the time on her side for it. She would even get jealous if I tried to talk to other friends even though she'd neglect me to try to get boys attention since she was jealous I got it effortlessly. It was a horrible situation since she was my right hand women for 8 years, and I loved her like a sister.
Once her parents saw where I called her a bitch for it (out of anger and sadness she would treat me so poorly), they cut her off from me. After I left her life she quickly spiraled. She was sent to a mental hospital for bipolar disorder, her mom got arrested, and her parents could no longer afford for her to move. Now she uses push up bras, filters, and makeup to fuel her lack of confidence, and she envies me with so much more negativity than I've ever seen. Last I heard she tried to OD and admitted to hearing voices.
My ex school counselor:
Before the karma he had been teaching at the school for a while with a good record with the teachers and students.
When I was going through a S/A that happened with a boy he denied my transfer and would remove evidence that it happened to make me seem like the problem. He put me through hell for a good 2 years of my life, and even once I got my transfer files done lost them.
After the karma, once I left the school, he was laid off his job not only for I'm sure misconduct, but because he had such blistering arthritis in his hands he could barely even hold a pen. Coincidentally the year after I left.
Those are just a few of the incidences!! There are so many just....yeah. It's crazy.