SUPER personally...I find 2/10-5/10, manlets included, with amazing social skills, compassion, brilliance, and passion far sexier than a normal Chad--even better to fantasize about. Chad could be a decent person, but being introverted/shy and unable to interact well with me or others is a huge turn-off. I wouldn't even want to have sex with him either tbh or even date him, not even in my fantasies. The physically unattractive men have made me feel so wonderful in the past...they make me forget my childhood, the abuse, neglect--the years of being mute. That's priceless really. I do appreciate other men, just, my needs are very specific, very emotional. Having genuinely great men as friends is just therapeutic in itself. Also being stoic is a huge turn-off for me. I do know one Chad that has everything, but I still prefer the funnier, less serious, short, plain guy. T_T

I find how slutty/AMALT behavior has become more of a norm in men to be a huge turn-off and I don't even want to touch a man that has engaged in casual sex too--and I don't want him to be disengaged simply because he had no choice either. Ideally I do prefer virgins like me, lolll. I still have a bit of a naive, vulnerable mind despite my age. My insecurity wants someone on my level. Kinda controversial? Idk.

Aesthetically I need a man that is at least fit, if not muscular. I am the only skinny person in an extended family of only obese people so...I think that's only fair. It also reflects his character/conscientiousness somewhat. That's the only thing I will never compromise on, tbh, especially in bed--I have a sex drive that'd put a room full of teenage boys on viagra to shame. The logistics and energy for that just have to be right for this beast to be appeased. Is that bad? Idk. But I NEED IT @_@