i was the same, smoking weed at playing ball was a big part of my life. smoking weed and doing anything, actually.

btw, i saw your other post about tripping for the first time. i grew up with a single mom and relate a lot. i'm 26 and have been a pothead since like i was 18, have dropped lots of acid. i quit weed a few times, and i'm sober now...

listen to me man, if you wanna accomplish a goal in your life, quit the weed. acid once in a while is okay to me, since it usually guides you in the right way. but i've seen weed kill motivation of so many talented people, including myself. your brain is still developing, you'll have so much time for that stuff later.

weed is fucking awesome, but you'll soon realize you're just wasting time and making your parents sad, having them see their kid want to get fucked up all the time. people around your age might think weed is cool and edgy, but in a few years if you smoke weed, people are just gonna see you as a loser whose life revolves around weed. this is just from my experience, something to consider as you grow older. you felt guilty on your acid trip because LSD is like a magnifying glass.. it magnifies the feelings that you hide in your head and brings them out. stay safe and consider my words!