Don't let this sub get you down, especially right now. A widely hated(rightfully so) balance update just launched on PC and will launch on console September 2nd. So this sub is filled with mountains of criticism right now. The update will not affect you directly so no need for you to worry about it. It really only affects everyone that already grinded countless hours for their current sets and abilities that mostly got nerfed to the ground across the board.

As a new player, just enjoy the game. By the time you get around to doing some of the harder content, they would have probably fixed or tuned most of the things they over nerfed.

I miss that sense of wonder that you are feeling jumping into the game for the first time. It is MASSIVE. So you out there!