Please, I love you so much. Don't let me do this.

I'm never going to leave him, I'm just being lazy. And I will never hurt him. I already know what's happening and am completely awear of what I am doing you comment as if I have not thought about what situation I'm in. I will never be able to be with my one true love. And if It makes me selfish to try and be happy after the one thing that makes me happy is gone. So be it. I respect him, and provide him with compassion and affection. I reciprocate what he gives me. We take care of each other for the sake of staying alive. You have no idea what my relationships entail or what's else has gone on. I'm not an idiot I'm not entering a marriage that isn't beneficial to the both of us. I'm not evil. I will never love again, he will never know the truth. Sometimes things aren't nice.

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