No. That was some crazy shit that happened. When I first met him I remember looking in his eyes as he walked past me and we locked eyes as he passed and I couldn't stop thinking about him, and he couldn't stop thinking about me either. We didn't even know each other. We went asking around our friends who was that person we saw, trying to tell them a description. And then we finally met. On the first week of dating he said he wanted to marry me. But we only got engaged with a real ring a year later. However, he turned nazi in our relationship. Like an actual skinhead with the red laces and shit. Our relationship fell apart because of his new interests and gang stuff. I have no ill will towards him though. And I was really lucky I never got pregnant. It was just a really intense experience that happened suddenly and ended suddenly. I do believe it was something spiritual that was meant to happen.