I have horrible tremors and spasms in my hands from years of taking various antipsychotics. I take large doses of this medication because I'm on the schizophrenia spectrum. I play video games to pass the time and to distract myself from my paranoid/delusional thoughts. I'm not very good at focusing and my reflexes are bad. All of this makes me a bad player, but I still try my hardest. I deal with this shitty attitude constantly.

Do you want me to react slightly better, or do you want me to go back to thinking I was living in my own Truman show?

Treat people with respect no matter how frustrated you get. No matter how frustrated you are in the moment it doesn't compare to the frustration I have to deal with on a daily basis. It's just a game.