Is it possible to have this lifestyle if you don't like masculine men?

Your idea of feminine is poor. Sounds like you're getting mixed up with dudes conforming to trends and dudes actually comfortable with their masculinity.

You're confusing yourself, you're supposedly into skinny, pale and frail looking men, and against men that are athletic and exercise?? And supposedly prefer staying single forever. Biologically, this is very wrong and seems like an insecurity issue and you're becoming aware of it.

You're not even giving these "macho, lol" dudes a chance, needless to say you don't get to know these dudes at all, especially so when you claim to be shy and quiet.

All in all sounds like a classic case of I know what I want but actually don't.

/r/RedPillWomen Thread