So this is a little weird for me, but I’ll go ahead.

Yeah I had a problem with pornography before. There was a point where I realized that it got out of hand. All around this time I started getting convicted about where I was in the lord. I was chasing the desires of the world. I cried out to the lord and told hikmthat I was sorry was seeking the world and indulging in sexual sin.

I’ve prayed at times for the lord to keep me from sexual sin. Fast forward to now, I noticed that I’ve barely even thought of it. Like, I haven’t watched at all. Like it’s been gone from my mind completely. The lord is good and he is working for the good of those that love him.

I was also seeking out Christian content on YouTube and one guy I came across had a convicting message. His message was basically “come out of your sin”. That god is telling us to come out of it. He delivered us from the bondage of sin not to just willingly go back and then go to church on Sunday, then so on and so forth.

I say all of this to say, stay in prayer. Open up the word.

There’s been a few times where I felt a desire to get into it real quick. Like oh, it’ll be just for like 5 minutes. Saying a verse in those moments really help. When you felt tempted, ask the lord to give you strength. Ask him to keep you from the enemy.

I’m sure that I’ll continue being tempted at times but I notice a change. I stand inn agreement with others here, that the lord is good and I know he’s working for your good. Stay patient. Even when it feels like it’s never goofy to change. The lord has a plan, and I know he’s going to do something for your good.