Prep for a HoloSim contest; Thoughts?

I don't know why I'm here. I suppose many feel the same way. I play this game, I started this game, as tribute to my younger self. A reminder of simpler times. It is a distraction. I enjoy but question the time spent. Is it bad that we're so easily amused? Should we be grateful that we're so easily made happy simply due to nostalgic memories born from marketing strategies? Or should we become indifferent, belonging to the cycle, but breaking the cycle and say this is something different? The source and reason behind it are of no consequence, despite whatever numbers will be shown? Should we just lay claim, saying you may see this in a certain light, and although you may be right, it is only a minor issue of context since we take this as our own, as the larger picture? You are a part of us, we are not a part of you?

Or is it merely a game? Or is it a reminder of morals, never-mind the marketing? A reminder to have fun? Just a chance to escape? Whatever it is, for each of us, I must say I think I enjoy it more than I'd ever intentionally planned. I'm thankful for everyone being a part of it, and ultimately a part of my life as I am a part of yours.

I think I'll stop now. I think my cat is ready for bed. Not sure how I'm still awake. Not sure why I wrote any of this. Temptation to delete is strong. But I've written so much in my life just to delete it over and over...it just feels wasteful to not let some things slide occasionally. If it is folly, then I shall own it, becoming it's master uncaring of the personal consequences, accepting my part.

What have I done? Don't ask me, I'm only a noob ;P I must say I'm curious how sober me will find this in the morning, lol.

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