Coming from something like a decade+ of a flat nothing anhedonic existence, microdosing initially set off a real "emotion explosion" for me so be cautious when you finally get there.

I'm coming up on 5 months of MD now and looking back at my initial journal entries are both inspiring and embarrassing lol - was damn near manic in the ups and downs (still have varyingly wild swings but I recognize that better now) and made some questionable decisions that looking back now I would definitely not have made.

Also look into 4-ACO-DMT if mushroom sourcing is not so readily available. I've been trying to figure this one out for a month or so and I have finally found some a good dose and good timing for this one which I found to be quite necessary for me as it is both sedating and not the focused energy that LSD was giving, but the mental introspection is superior and that's what I'm needing right now.