this reminds me that I need something... it would definitely help me calm down.

the first time I took mushrooms, it was like someone turned up the sharpness and saturation on the world. I could see the movements of nature too, instead of trees and water just being static, I could see the energetic currents. before, I'd only ever felt them.

molly/mdma, I know is not technically a psychadelic, but it helped me with clarity and peace on the come down. I know some people feel a huge drop in their mood coming off molly, but for me, it felt like the fury of the wheels spinning in my body had cooled off.

prescription drugs don't do well for me at all, but I feel like the recreational stuff that people take for connectedness (and not things like coke, for example), have helped me immensely!