So----
As you, and others have stated, best to find a professional.
But until that happens, I usually point friends and family to this website when they have questions on my PTSD:
https://www.ptsd.va.gov/public/PTSD-overview/basics/symptoms_of_ptsd.asp
Based on what you told us, you may have 1, maybe 2, of these 4 symptoms. It may mean you PTSD, it may not. No way to tell unless you seek professional help. But it gives some study material anyways!
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