This all makes me really sick and ill.

People with highest like college degrees can't do shit with their lives.

95% of people didn't see anything in world cause of this. -.- Travel 0 points. Hobby 0 points. Some luxuries 0 points.

For some reason. I always thought that I will like, make it on YT by some miracle, that I wouldn't need to watch all of this for the rest of my life.

And before you say anything back.

I really couldn't care like any less for money. I'm not like this elite money hungry guys. I don't care about houses, cars, luxury shit , and shit like that.

I do care about my can of coffee, and paying bills or two.

I really don't care about above all of that.

And it's a damn shame, that I have a lot to give to the world, and for some reason. People and life just keeps throwing rocks at me. -.-

That is a real shame. -.-