I am not a white male born to privilege in America. I am a Jewish woman born to older parents in Israel, who went through sadistic sexual, financial, spiritual and physical abuse including threats on her and her loved one's life, when she left home. then she lost her mom to cancer while she was in a mental help program (that did anything but help) losing her mind, from then on she is taking care full time of her dad who has Parkinson's disease that got worse. So she has no time or mental strength to read a full book, work, study, or do anything she used to like doing and many times she is losing hope, but she has imagination and feelings concerning god that keep her sane and she likes writing on Reddit.