Hi all of sourcefed Cast you guys are great

    So I'm not going to lie I'm a little lost in life and I'm reaching out for an outsiders opinion. I am from New York and I am a 23yr old male who just got out of the military after serving my contract for the army.  I would like to thank you and all of the crew at sourcefed for being there and being a great source of entertainment, and pulling me thru some dark times being thousands of miles away from home.  

    So the "Problem" I'm facing in life is what to do with college and furthering my Education.   Money is not the issue the army will pay for everything, but there is a bigger issue that I'm faced with that has been very stressful and has brought copious amounts of depression to my life.  I have a very bad spine and it makes my life very difficult and I live in constant pain and doctors tell me I will lose the ability to walk before the age of 30.  I've accepted the fact I will live a wheelchair life and not have the ability to walk.  I am okay with this because I am an avid video game player and will be okay carrying out playing video games for life but at the end of the day I feel like i will just be kinda stuck alone.  Don't get me wrong my gaming community friends are amazing and great entertainment but at the end of the day they aren't physical friendships if that makes sense.

    Well what would you do?

I'm stuck between two choices Physics Teacher or Video Game Designer/Dev.  I want to go to college and enjoy the college experience I live in a college town and I know I would have a blast hanging with a lot of people and this would be the route I would take for teaching.  My issue is I feel I will be hindered by my wheelchair and that I will not be able to teach physics.  When people think physic teachers they think cool fun teachers who does experiments that you remember for the rest of your life and I fear no one wants the wheel chair physic teacher.  On the Video Game route I would start college online and then I could work from home and wouldn't have to worry about the wheel chair aspect of my situation.  The downside is I fear that life will be one with a sense of not belonging anywhere or like I matter.  I would live in my room working and playing video games but I fear no one would know or care who I am.

    If you get the chance to respond to this it would be very much appreciated.  You and all the Source Fed crew and Phil really feel like a friend group for me, and give me a sense of belonging and give me more of a reason to live in a world that seems to be going all down hill.  Best of wishes to all of you and please continue to make people like me smile and be our friends even tho you don't even know who we are.

    V/R Parker, William