All my high school friends ditched me the second I left (except for one, but he's not really a close friend - I think he only talks to me because he has no one else and he keeps pestering me to create another big friend group). I don't really care anymore, I realised they were all a bunch of dicks anyway. I made only one proper uni friend , but she's double my age, working full time, has a partner and child, and just transferred to online uni, so she doesn't really have time for me. I have one real friend from primary school I've known for 8 years and while we don't talk much (let alone hang out) anymore, we still text each other probably every few days. My best friend of 9 years became extremely toxic from drug abuse, so I had to ditch him last year (tried to help him for years before doing so, but couldn't change him).

So overall, I'm pretty fucking alone - but it's really not bad. I don't even want to make friends right now, I'm more focused on finding a girlfriend but even then I'm in no rush.