Questioning whether to have kids because I don’t want them to suffer from endo. Thoughts?

I’m hesitant to have my own children. In regard to my endo, I do worry that if I had a girl she would have it and I don’t wish this on my worst enemy let alone my potential daughter. My grandma had endo but my mom and sister do not—I was the lucky one. So it’s not a for sure thing. Other big components that make me hesitant Are my pain and financial situation from the endo and what I would be able to give a child. I’m feeling very hopeful after my excision surgery that my pain is managed and I can live a normal life. I want to be able to be there for my child and not have them see me suffer. It’s already hard enough having my partner see me suffer. I dunno I guess I feel guilty? But again, I’ve now been able to reduce my pain a lot so I’m kind of leaning towards adoption. But financially, I’m not ready. My surgery was expensive and I had to dip into my savings to pay for it. I want to be financially stable before I have a child. Adoption is SO expensive. Lots of things to consider! One of my close friends is pregnant and I have major baby fever right now and some days I’m like yes, I’m ready!

/r/Endo Thread