How would you feel if it was your wife being discussed on a patreon video on you-tube in an unflattering, untruthful and disrespectful manner? A mother that has been endlessly devoted to their son and is still supporting him to this day dispite a crippling disability that has left her 100% disabled for the last 20 years. She lives on a disability income of little more tham $1000 dollars a month and can't even afford to get her dental work done and has only a few teeth left. And inspite of this, she has gone against my advice and over the last several years given her son close to $30,000 so he could purchase a home for his child and wife. This the the women he painted as an irresponsible mother in his patreon video.

This is from his recent update to his patreon account.

Ask yourself what his current wife Nancy and their son is going to do going forward. After all the years of supporting John she is left in this situation at this pont in he life.

Please join me as I take time to understand what led to my choices and address all that’s happened. As part of that process I have begun work with a therapist, and also to work with dharma peers. Please share my journey as I work to understand the hows and whys of what I've done, and the interactions between Awakening, deeply buried psychological and emotional trauma, and interpersonal relationships.

So feel free to join him and support him on his journey.