You hold that everyone is to blame for your personal issues. You blame people for things that aren't their faults just because of their faith. It isn't about not forgiving people for things, it is about the fact that you blame them in the first place. People who weren't directly responsible for what happened to you aren't to blame for your issues.

they voted for politicians who screwed up my life, and when shown this - that they had in fact voted for a person who screwed my life up with dumb laws, they doubled down and screamed that im a defect of nature and god should put me down.

they are to blame for this. they directly supported the people who made my life difficult and as such they are responsible for it.

This is also completely irrelevant to this thread, what is being discussed has no relevance for whether or not moderators did not do very good moderating.

And for the rules not being applied fairly? Well, fun fact, you didn't show the comments where yellowcrate's stance changed, and developed, in stark contrast to your stance.

the fact that yellowcrates stance changed not only does not change validity of such a stance to begin with, it also is completely irrelevant as far as moderating goes, as users being able to outright insult yellowcrate when he/she did no such thing to them, definitely breaks rules.