Can you listen, please?.. I apologize, but I already said that I don't want to talk about it..
I don't believe my answer would fix anyone's worries.. Sorry for worrying anyone.. I shouldn't have included some details, or make my comments less emotional or something, more careful, probably.. But, I don't feel like it.. I honestly don't know, what went wrong.. It's strange, after all, how some of you mentioned suicide as the leave for me of all options.. Do I appear as a person who would be expected to do this?.. Like some kind of horrible person, who probably would have realized it at one point, thought about it for some years, made plans and certain actions, and eventually made better for himself and the world?.. I'm not sure.. Well, whatever.. I'm going to be ok, but I don't think in your or majority's sense without explaining too much things.. And I don't want you or anyone to change my decision, you don't know me, sorry.. Take it as a message that I made plans and actions to change, what's happening, that's all.. Thank you and sorry..