r/suicidewatch

I’m sorry. I’m drunk. Let me preface this by saying I always am....which is why the “suicide hotline” lady hung up on me years ago and though I’ll NEVER forget it...I am trying to understand her (I’m sure many drunk people call all the time). I’m an alcoholic. I’m 28, female...I have literally nothing to show for my life...and my anxiety and depression have taken over. I have a shitty, dead end job that is ending soon and I am supported by my sweet parents and I quit my counseling because everyone is on drugs anyway. I love my family so much (I would die for any of them and I have a bearded dragon Winslow I would also die for). He needs me and I don’t want to leave him. I don’t WANT to die...but I need help.

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