Had an amazing date Saturday night. Axe throwing then dinner then live music then ended at her place. Kissed in the morning before leaving (she wasn't feeling breakfast or a walk) and texted a little when I got home.

She has had some drama going on the past week and she said the date was a great escape from all that, but that it's a little too much in her head today. I said I understood, we can chat later when she's feeling up to it. Cue 15 hours of insecurity and second guessing as I wonder if she's still feeling it with me. I try to distract myself, went for a run, watched some shows, but it never really left my mind. Then today got a good morning text, exchanged some funny memes and talked a bit about our day plans. Everything normal.

How do I squash these feelings of insecurity? I want to take what she says at face value but my mind seems to fixate on the negative possibilities that I imagine. I don't want to ruin things by being too much and want to stop torturing myself, as well.