It’s all good. It takes a while to swallow the red pill. She will most likely realize that when she sees you as a new man. But here’s the difficult choice you must make do you reconcile and continue a relationship that is bound to fail or do you continue on with a new chapter in your life?

I haven’t swallowed the red pill completely. It’s a mental battle and I understand that. I’ve always been on my purpose and disregarded females. They would always chase me if anything.

The day I chased a girl and developed oneitis is the day I started to slowly lose myself. I was pussy whipped and revolved around her. If you’re interested go read my post of “Is blocking a female justifiable?”

Remembering the old me of living in the matrix is something that makes me sick. But the day I let go and moved on from my oneitis and my blue pill ideas is the day I became a man.

A new chapter in my life. The chapter that focuses on me. The self improvement journey. I feel a fire inside me. I feel as nothing can stop me from achieving what I want in life. As a 20 year old I needed that.

I turned the pain I had into motivation but most importantly I was able to discipline myself to keep on pushing to achieve excellence no matter what. Motivation is a feeling and it can burn out. Have that discipline to always strive to improve yourself.

I’m going to make a field report in a year or when I feel like I’m ready to share the experiences I had after taking the red pill.

But here’s the main thing I’m going to tell you that ex of yours is an old chapter in your life. You’re done with that chapter. Be thankful and be stoic about it. Now it’s time for a new chapter in your life that you can write however you want.

It’s a blessing in disguise.