Real life 40 year old virgins, what’s your story?

I'm 32, good looking guy, working out, meditate, do yoga, vegetarian etc. I just can't have sex with someone who I don't feel like my real soulmate, it feels so unnatural and pointless when I know that is not what is really important to me. I had to decline any sex offers or avoid it to this day.

It is hard AF to live like this, I have an anxiety and depressed now, but I prefer to die alone than having relationships/sex with someone who I don't see like my real one.

I believe she is somewhere there, looking for me as I'm looking for her. Everything I do is for her and I want her to be very happy. Even if we will never meet in this life, we will meet in another.

/r/AskReddit Thread