it's a calling. im naturally extremely emotional and sensitive and watching interesting films like Requiem for a Dream as a kid growing up really affected me, and i want to be able to do that for other people. i think art is really important. i mean the world has changed quite a bit and you can see all different kinds of epople just from the internet, but i do believe portraying characters and showing vulnerability and realless and things that explain the human experience and even make people uncomfortable are worthy endeavors and are devalued. i'm certainly not trying to be famous or star in michael bay shit show movies but if I could make even 30 grand a year acting in art house / indies that would be my dream life.