Reasons why I hate my life.

Could you have irritable bowel syndrome? Maybe try removing gluten from your diet and seeing if the diarrhea gets any better. No wonder you feel "shitty" all the time! :) It's just another problem. We all have something like this in some form or the other, the important thing is to identify and tackle it.

Hm, yeah. I can relate to that, but I can also tell you that years from now when you graduate and have a career, it will not matter that you failed a few subjects, what will matter and count will be what you did in university afterwards--will you better yourself and find a way to do well in most of the rest of your courses? Or will you let a few Fs defeat you and leave you a crumpled mess in your parents' basement?

Everyone is lost for most of their life probably. Try not looking at it as some failure on your part but a natural part of journeying through life. Look at your subjects and decide how you can do better in them. You are obviously capable of very much, you're just having some trouble managing everything all at once. For me, there are days I can't even get out of bed. Accept it and find a way to make it work. I thought I was failing, because I haven't been able to study much for my chemistry class, but today I made myself look at my grades and I actually have a C in the course. It's not a good grade, but I've been signing up for this class for 2 years in a row and always withdrawing or failing. So, I may not be perfect or performing at the level I know I'm capable of, but it's getting better. Sounds cliché but take it one day at a time, try to be in the moment instead of dwelling on the past or obsessively worrying about the future.

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