I didn't know that. I still believe he shouldn't be streaming if this is where his head is all the time though. He has a ton of support that he should use. But at the end of the day, his ego is so inflated that he doesn't care whether or not people are seeing him be self-destructive and as tough as it may sound, he should really get some of the help he needs because his choice of words is not only letting down himself, his family, his viewers. It's also the entire Platform and his actual friends on it. He needs to really self reflect and figure out how he wants to spend his life and time instead of constantly being a mental drain in front of the thousands that watch him. It's not healthy for anyone in the slightest. I streamed my ass off and started to become someone. Then I got hit with a medical issue I had no control of and prohibited me from delivering the content I like to do. I tried streaming during it but the pain was so bad at times that I couldn't push forward with it. I gained 1000 followers in under a month and I felt like my life was changing. Then it happened. I went from 367 subs in 3 weeks down to 50 then 25 and now only 3 and I haven't streamed in a while now because I've been recovering.

I wanted that Success and still do but I decided to put it on hold until my health started coming back and now I'm working a normal job to save up and get into my own place so I can attempt to reclaim that little taste of success I had. Yeah it's hard but I didn't want anyone seeing me in the shape I was in because it was the complete opposite of the content I was creating. I didn't want to become another one of those twitch streamers who wanted to play pity for success. Sometimes you just need to step away and buckle down and get healthy before you put yourself back out there and I highly suggest most streamers do the same thing if the time occurs. People shit on Asmond but I have respect for him because he is making his health a priority. Same with ManvsGame. Take a break and get better and come back when you know you are feeling like your REAL self again.