The red pill works and I'm disgusted.

Anyways, RP is true and its kind of making me suicidal. I feel completely isolated in RP... I feel like there aren't any good women. They're deceptive liars. I want to leave North America.

Never commit suicide. RP is true but RP isn't driving you to the edge- it's the fact that you are now being asked to renovate your concept of what you thought was real. In the Matrix, Neo was never shown as having gone through this, but I imagine he must have. They never showed him grieving for his life's efforts inside the matrix, his hard work, his education, none of it. As a human, he must have. What human is spared the five stages of grief in the face of loss? You have lost a lot. We all have. We were all raised hearing love songs and seeing films of similar nature, and it was all a lie, or perhaps more accurately, a relic of times long gone.

Many men arrive at TRP because they instinctively love women and as you experienced, consistently run into "we're moving too fast." This is the male experience of Carrie Bradshaw Syndrome. The woman laments on FB how she can't find a man, meanwhile a man she has fucked wants to expand on the encounter and get to know her... so she bolts. SATC injected conflict into the minds of female millennials.

So the beloved Stoic philosopher Epictetus commanded us to live in accordance to nature. If this is nature now, the question becomes: have we accepted it, and how will we find a way to derive meaning in spite of it? You will find much of your discontent resolves when you accept the unchangeeable. Focus on what you can control. Drive your career. Lift weights. Eat healthy. Find God or whatever spirituality/philosophy you like.

When I was a kid, I thought when I grew up I'd be rich and I'd be able to have a secret garage where I kept a cool car, weapons, and armor (like Batman) and I would go out at night and fight crime. Obviously this childhood dream had no basis in reality. The love that is portrayed in song and film is similarly fictitious. It is not congruent with reality.

I Cor. 13:11:

When I was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I put the ways of childhood behind me.

Put the childish things away, my friend.

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