Shitty.

I was basically cheated on by the love of my life. I was emotionally/mentally/physically abused for about 4 or 5 years. My mom is very bipolar and has really bad depression and anxiety. I myself deal with depression, anxiety, insomnia and really, really bad OCD. Like crippling OCD (the salt on that wound: no one takes it seriously). I'm in a support group because I've attempted suicide multiple times. I'm so easily irritable that I get extremely pissy with literally every person I meet. I had a really bad breakup (not the girl that cheated on me) which is the cause for one of my suicide attempts (but that's too long of a story to put here so I'll leave it at that). I have 0 motivation and I've come close to failing out of school so many times and I don't do the things I once loved because of it. I was in a group of friends at my previous school that I felt I fit in with (metal heads, nerds, "different" clothing, i.e. the more rebellious like clothing). Naturally, I fucked that up, really hard. I have really bad trust issues. I wear my heart on my sleeve. I once told someone personal things that they asked about and a couple months later she's telling people EVERYTHING we said and how it made her so uncomfortable and it was at "party" my dad didn't let me go to so I couldn't even defend myself. I've lost 3 really good friends for good, one of them to suicide. Me and my father had gotten into such bad arguments that I had to move in with my mom and now I hate it here because her and I constantly fight. Literally the only person I can truly talk to in my family is my older brother of 23 years and I've only known him for one year (another long story). I got rejected from this early college program that would leave me with a REALLY good chance at a very well paying and stable career. That's about all I can think of right now. There's probably a bit more but it's not coming to me so it must not be as important.

My only saving grace is I'm a metal vocalist who's slowly gaining recognition on the Internet. I'm also giving YouTube a shot.

I'm only 16.