Reddit, what would you like to get off your chest?

I've been in love with my friend for the past three years. He liked me when we were freshmen in college, but I was stupid, immature, and ran away from the chance to be with him even though I liked him back. For the rest of college, I maintained friendship with him while repressing my true feelings for him. I dated someone else my sophomore year, then broke up before summer. He started dating someone during our senior year. After college I moved to another city. A year in, I realized how much he meant to me even though he was far away, but he was still in a relationship. Since then, I've come back to our city and we still hang out sometimes, but I have never told him about my feelings because he was still in the same relationship. I decided to wait for them to break up, but it didn't happen. Several months ago, I started dating someone else, but I never told my current boyfriend about my feelings for this other guy. And because I can't get over my feelings, I am planning on breaking up with my boyfriend because I know I will never be fully happy unless I'm with the first guy. But my feelings don't even matter, because the guy I'm in love with never broke up with his girlfriend, and they are getting married in a month.

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