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I'm really really embarrassed right now, but I honestly don't know what to do so I'm posting my story here for some solutions.

I'm a senior in high school right now. My summer is almost over with before I have to finish the last year of school. So one of my friends I knew for my sophomore year was a good classmate of mine until she had to move before the 2nd semester. Halfway through the summer she ends up getting my number through a friend i know and says we should hang out. (Btw she lives 2-3 hours away from me but visiting area since she's staying with her cousin for the summer). So I suggested my place as a joke, but she said ok and was serious about it. Just fyi, i'm really antisocial and choke on my words when talking to other people including my friends and especially around females. So she comes over and we play some video games and by the end she kisses me for like 20min straight and said she would go further but my cousin and mom were there. Then she has to leave soon afterwards and I'm trying to do everything to possibly to get her come back over and she does, but it ended up being terrible for me since I had a depression moment and let out tmi.

Alright so we still hung out different places right and just before she leaves to go back home I told myself i should probably make a move or i might miss a good opportunity. So about 10 days ago I ended up telling her maybe we should do something more if she likes me and she didn't know what I meant by that. So I literally blatantly asked her "did you wanna fuck" and she starts saying i'm going a bit too far and I'm creeping her out and this isn't me. We usually stay up and talk all night but she ended up saying she was gonna go to bed. I said I'm sorry to her and I'm so confused since I thought she wanted to do this with me. I talk to one of my friends who knows her and he said she sends nudes to him all the time which made me sad. I haven't talked to her in 10 days and I'm pretty sure she went back to her hometown by now.

I don't know what to do. I'm so so so sorry for what i did and I'd love to continue being friends with her. I don't know how to express my feelings and thoughts normally like others can. I don't know what to say to her.

Tl;dr - asked my friend i knew for awhile if she wanted to fuck. She says no and I'm embarrassed and don't know what to do.

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