I regret smoking so much weed

I've felt what you feel. Chronic for about a year then found a love for edible caps for few months before they utterly destroyed my GI tract and just stopped getting me high. I reached a roof for what my psyche and body could handle (~1000-1500mg daily for ~4 months).

I shut down and decided to go full turkey. Those first few days were absolute hypermanic and on the verge of delusion, I wish I had benzos on hand at that point as I couldn't sleep and felt like I had a bad trip for maybe 2 days after going full turkey.

I wasted so much of my time, I can't judge if I regret it or not. Today I'm still a chronic smoker and the negatives are starting to return, I think I'll quit for a long time very soon too.

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