That retard in your friendship group would contact police because they noticed, and are concerned with your disappearance.

Your suicide would have a direct and measurable impact on many people, for years, maybe the rest of their lives.

I'll phrase this next bit personally so I dont get a ban..... I didn't kill myself (true story) because I'd be an absolute cunt of a human being for forcing my friends to deal with the aftermath. I realised suicide was the cowards option and all my legacy would be pain and suffering for the few people I have connected with. They deserve better than that and I have no right to make others suffer the bullshit emotions I live with daily.

I wont be selfish. I wont be cowardly and I wont force the pain I feel onto others.

Take from that what you will... I hope positively.