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Man, working has realized I don't have the intelligence nor the personality to be that successful orthodox work and as a result life. Just working lower middle income jobs for survival. People dislike me. I behave in ways I know that are annoying because it's more effective to walk over people for my bottom line. My personality is fucked. Other people put in energy to be likable and I just can't. I'm so tired at work I can barely concentrate. It's basically demotivated me from seeking any other job. I haven't been able to sleep all week because my stomach has been fucked, just crazy bad acid reflux which I think was originally triggered by covid or some other bug over a month back. It is what it is. Mildly psychotic.

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