I don’t want to be selfish. And it’s the last thing i want to be thought of. But is there a way i can of secret Santa without sending a actual gift?
I’m a bit poor to give gifts for my family. My family itself isn’t poor. It’s just me. I only receive gifts and i feel so bad for it. All take, no give. As someone with Depression, i want to just give a gift to my sister for Christmas, and show her i can get her something, literally anything. Some users suggested i draw something or make a card, and i feel upset about my artistic abilities and being colorblind. I have no means of transportation without begging a family member to take me somewhere. And i feel social gilt if i were to say “let’s get a gift for Reddit”. They’ll think it’s dumb or a waste of money or not worth it. If i was on my own, i would give back to those that helped me (like all the people who are doing my R/RandomActsOfCards right now. I wish i could send them something as well. And it makes me feel so bad. I can’t even describe it)
I would use the gift, of whatever it was; big/small, pen/lava lamp. Anything. I would give it to my sister for helping me and being there. Especially since all I’ve been doing is losing my mind. I can’t really go to a post office either to get stamps so the only thing i could send would be electronically (sounds like a scam i feel so bad for even typing it) but i have 300 coins from a gold i got about OnlineProstitution (sorry for it being graphic. It was highly downvoted, but it was a serious claim). So i have 300 coins, a camera, and Snapchat. I could draw a picture and send it, or give coins as a gift. That would be my extent of a gift exchange. It’s very very poor of a gift, especially if theirs was well thought out and expensive, but would this be reasonable?
To anyone saying “this dude is a total scammer”. I’m not, i really try my hardest to be a good person. I have a comment sticked in my profile and it’s just me losing my mind. I want to be a happy person, and a good person. So I ask, can i use my 300 coins or my poor drawing skills to “buy” (exchange) a gift for my sister (23) to wrap up and give to her for Christmas? Again, it’s not like we’re poor and getting nothing. But i am the favorite child, and she helped me out and is someone i love and trust. It would mean a lot if i could get her a gift on my own, without anyone’s help. (My family would try to sabotage me).
TL:DR, can i draw an electronic picture or give Reddit coins as a gift in this exchange?