kinda hard to do those things when youre broke and cant afford good cheap food that will stop the hunger, and you cant afford to buy clothing every 2 months that fits you.

No, i think i will in fact quite hate my body until i hit a decent weight i can maintain so i can stop living in the inbetween sizes limbo.

Also they dont make good looking clothing for people my size. nothing that I like anyway. My options as a moderately overweight tall person with a broad midsection and shoulders and tiny ass hips, is baggy shit that doesnt fit in one section or the other.

Every time i look at clothing that actually interests me, its really nice clothing... Made slim fit.

If you cant tell, clothing is a real point of contention for me. My options are pretty much, look like a hick, like an overweight skater, or dress in plain jane business casual. My clothing options are absolute shit if i want something that will fit correctly.

also im poor, so no tailoring isnt an option.

its extremely infuriating.