I need catharsis. My only friend, still talk to him and this is not why I'm angry, hit a ETS Award and extra special whatever fire planning a few things as aas3. Was an engineer and got all his post command awards and got an Arcom for putting Christmas lights on a tank. People took his desk over but i never saw him his lady 12 weeks. He got an MSM for things he got an award for but his desk was on the BCs exit rout daily. No one visited the BMOs office. I ETSed from my battalion which only had a battalion at the station in Europe with a ARCOM. I got massacred daily for my making the AMC "patriotic" for not steaming fat enough but my 2 years as a transpo officer filling an e8 92z billet, a 915A billet 915 was empty and the E8 were both basically empty by BC approval). I get it. I'm blessed. They didn't even give me a good haul and farewell. It was thank you and instead of thanks for the fish it was your welcome for your BH.