[Remorse] I started an affair with a married woman

Thanks a lot for your response and I very much appreciate your apology.

I very much agree with how you feel regarding the consequences of my actions. As I said, it was bad enough when I flirted with her when she was only married, but now that she's pregnant, I'm playing games with an unborn life that don't deserve it at all (not to say that her husband did).

I mostly posted this because I realize I have a serious fucking problem and admitting it to the world would be my first step to recovery.

As I said, I've been here before, although under different circumstances. I slept with a woman that was in a relationship once, although I essentially guilted her into ending it with the guy soon after. Regardless of whether it ended, I was still wrong.

I also noted that I welcome the obvious advances from another supposedly platonic female friend who is in a relationship, mostly because I like the attention and because she is attractive.

I realize now that I get off on this type of stuff for the thrill of being desirable to someone who's already committed. It goes a lot deeper, I think, but I know I'm wrong for all of these actions and I know I need to stop.

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