I ruined a fun night for my husband.

It sounds like he is really good, but he's not "too good" for you. I think he loves you and wants you to be happy.

I think the way you return the kindness and love he gives you, and be happy at the same time, is to stop drinking.

We fall into a certain subsect of people who can't truly be happy if we're drinking, because we have possibly abused it and compartmentalized it in a way that inherently makes us unhappy if we use.

Drinking is really overrated. Today is my last day. It honestly bores me. I know it's going to be difficult because I have quit before a few times so I know how it goes, but at least this time I will be more ready once I get past the first few days, and then the first week, and the the second week, and then the first few weeks, and then the first month, and then the first few months.

/r/stopdrinking Thread