A rushed attempt at recreating a “fast feeling” episode

More information: I had an episode a few days ago for the first time in years. They used to happened so often while I was growing up, and I was never able to find the right words for people to understand what exactly I was experiencing.

Luckily, I found this subreddit after my recent episode and I am so happy to see so many other people who share similar experiences.

After my episode, I was a bit overwhelmed and reached out for support. While talking about them I realized very quickly that even as an adult, explaining these episodes is close to impossible. So, I decided to attempt a recreation of my last episode that happened early in the morning.

I can only share my own anecdotal experiences with these “fast feeling” episodes, and since they are so hard to describe I’m not sure if it will hit the mark. There is also a lot missing in this video, for example, my own thoughts often come out as yelling along with the distant yelling noise. Also, completely personal to me, I wave my hand back and forth to try and keep myself in check. It’s my way of saying to myself, “See? You’re moving just fine. You’re not moving too fast. You’re good.”

I hope that with this I can in some way try and create a sample of what it’s like to experience these unusual episodes.

Is this anything like yours? Are they completely different or similar in some way? Any feedback is welcome.

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