Oh, so in this post you’re talking about Helen as if she left you at your “most vulnerable” for no reason, or as if it were easy for her.

I’m glad she left you if you’re going to play the victim and treat yourself with this pitiful woe is me attitude.

Helen deserved better and she did not owe you anything, whether you needed someone to lean on or not.

You hurt and betrayed her with your addiction, and you’re painting it as her shattering your heart?

I should have known when reading your other post that you wouldn’t be able to take responsibility for her inevitably leaving you.

I felt bad for you in your other post and really hoped that you’d change and she’d be able to forgive you. My only hope for you now is that you’ll take responsibility for what you did, quit the pity party, and realize that Helen owes you nothing.