Holy smokes she’s doing everything in her power to destroy you! You have got to get away from her. She’s only going to keep escalating. This is serious. At this point you would be safer in a shelter. I’ve followed your posts and you’ve been on this impossibly exhausting rollercoaster due to your mom’s sick cruelty. No one would be able to think straight after that kind of mental abuse. Are you in the US and over 18? You could try Job Corps. Though I know there’s a lot of seediness there. Any kind of residential job training. As long as you avoid cults and places like that. I would say the need to get away is dire. It sounds like your mom is trying to push you over the edge. She’s trying to justify sabotaging your college career by showing the world how “nuts you are” even though she’s the crazy one! Of all the posts I’ve read on here, this is one of the most covertly insidious and cruel cases of long-teen mental abuse I’ve read.